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thebroadbasedtrollopedoinghissonyinutestrollope,selfbythetoneandnnerofhisrenisannerindiind,ofnaturediselfanalreadyalefortune,disastrousinflueneandanyatostbracingandinspiringinthehistoryofliteratureithashad,andaintainingdickensplaceintheloveandreverenceofthoseand
xxiii
asi,stilldayonthefarvergeofaututheresuddenlyonthalfbeeisaidtoself:lifeisoversurelyioughttohavebeenaplefayditation,hasoftenlouredod;butthethinghadneverdefinitelyshapeditself,readyinyearghttestitstruthtruthundeniable,hoyagelastbirthday
ageatthistioflife,nyanisbraayperhapsliveforsoyears;butforthereisnoreabitionihavehadchanceandiseeadeofit
thethoughtan,planning,hoping,lookingforetothisdayofdefiniteretrospeyselfareapprentiybrainisatsoprank;iaufferingantarydelusion;ishallshakeself,andretutonsensetosents
nevertheless,lifeisover
ortalspanyetnevertillnoandthisisallanslifeisesopeningbeforeihave”retired,”andforastrulyasfortheretiredtradesn,lifeisoveriptedtolaugh;iholdselfitofasle
andthatisbest,tosle,notins,butinallforbearane;iuldputitbyutakingthelosstooseriouslyatterdestinyeintobeing,playlittlepart,andpassagainintosilenebegratefulthatihavesufferednointolerableuortaljoueyuallsignificance,yoebettertoseethetruthnoedayofore
xxiv
einglabourhadbroughtnosuetis,ereyetiknoyself,thendstrugglesasyyetohappynsiserabledreanoynlifeofniseeitasathingsoinindlikeahauntingillusionisitthetruththatnarefretting,raving,killingeaatterssotrivialthati,eveni,sofarfroaintorphilosopher,stneedsfallintoazentiuldigineaoregardtheeverydayontstofthingslessnsonantreasonthanthoseinuteineverynityofnaybe;itperturbsfruitlesslythenilistentothesoundsaboutttage,alindtogentlethoughtssotisicanheaothing;nottherustleofaleaf,notthebuzzofafly,andthenithinkthatuttersilenceisbestofall
thisingiyearasaltitudinousshrillingofbirdvoiorebeautiful,thanthatofthessesofnkindtheytalkalicenorfollyuldonebutinterpretthenverseinaketheirplansforthelongandperilousflightandthenpareitberlessrespectablepersonsingtheirerinthesouth
xxv
yesterdayipassedbyanelvenue,leadingtoabeautifuloldhousetheroadbetetoaplantation,stlyoflarches;itshon
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thebroadbasedtrollopedoinghissonyinutestrollope,selfbythetoneandnnerofhisrenisannerindiind,ofnaturediselfanalreadyalefortune,disastrousinflueneandanyatostbracingandinspiringinthehistoryofliteratureithashad,andaintainingdickensplaceintheloveandreverenceofthoseand
xxiii
asi,stilldayonthefarvergeofaututheresuddenlyonthalfbeeisaidtoself:lifeisoversurelyioughttohavebeenaplefayditation,hasoftenlouredod;butthethinghadneverdefinitelyshapeditself,readyinyearghttestitstruthtruthundeniable,hoyagelastbirthday
ageatthistioflife,nyanisbraayperhapsliveforsoyears;butforthereisnoreabitionihavehadchanceandiseeadeofit
thethoughtan,planning,hoping,lookingforetothisdayofdefiniteretrospeyselfareapprentiybrainisatsoprank;iaufferingantarydelusion;ishallshakeself,andretutonsensetosents
nevertheless,lifeisover
ortalspanyetnevertillnoandthisisallanslifeisesopeningbeforeihave”retired,”andforastrulyasfortheretiredtradesn,lifeisoveriptedtolaugh;iholdselfitofasle
andthatisbest,tosle,notins,butinallforbearane;iuldputitbyutakingthelosstooseriouslyatterdestinyeintobeing,playlittlepart,andpassagainintosilenebegratefulthatihavesufferednointolerableuortaljoueyuallsignificance,yoebettertoseethetruthnoedayofore
xxiv
einglabourhadbroughtnosuetis,ereyetiknoyself,thendstrugglesasyyetohappynsiserabledreanoynlifeofniseeitasathingsoinindlikeahauntingillusionisitthetruththatnarefretting,raving,killingeaatterssotrivialthati,eveni,sofarfroaintorphilosopher,stneedsfallintoazentiuldigineaoregardtheeverydayontstofthingslessnsonantreasonthanthoseinuteineverynityofnaybe;itperturbsfruitlesslythenilistentothesoundsaboutttage,alindtogentlethoughtssotisicanheaothing;nottherustleofaleaf,notthebuzzofafly,andthenithinkthatuttersilenceisbestofall
thisingiyearasaltitudinousshrillingofbirdvoiorebeautiful,thanthatofthessesofnkindtheytalkalicenorfollyuldonebutinterpretthenverseinaketheirplansforthelongandperilousflightandthenpareitberlessrespectablepersonsingtheirerinthesouth
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yesterdayipassedbyanelvenue,leadingtoabeautifuloldhousetheroadbetetoaplantation,stlyoflarches;itshon
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