第170节
<TD></TD></TABLE>
oaunt;but,asireceivednoanso
anyofthedisdaiontinue
application”hereshestopt,and,lookingeaestlyatsophia,
said,”thinks,dear,ireadsothinginyoureyesh
reproachesofaneglectinanotherplace,et
hakinderretu””indeed,dearharriet,”answeredsophia,
”yourstoryisanapologyforanyneglect;but,indeed,ifeelthat
ihavebeenguiltyofaressness,houtsogoodanexcuseyet
prayproble,toheartheend”
thus,then,sfitzpatrickresudhearrative:”husband
noookasendjoueytoengland,inuedupwardsof
threenths;duringthegreaterpartofthistiiledalife
akethinktolerable;
forperfeind,like
ne,butthepanyofthoseyouhate
yylittleinfant:not
thatipretendtohavehadforitthatextravaganttendeessofh
ibelieveighthavebeenstances;buti
resolved,ineveryinstance,todischargethedutyofthetenderest
ther;andthiscarepreventedfroeelingtheofthat
heaviestofallthings,canbeatallsaidtolieheavyonour
hands
”ihadspentfulltenostentirelybyself,havingseen
nobodyallthatti,exceptservantsandaveryfeors,when
ayounglady,arelationtohusband,cafrodistantpartof
irelandtovisitshehadstaidoncebeforeayhouse,and
thenigaveherapressinginvitationtoretu;forshewasavery
agreeablean,andhadirovedgoodnaturalpartsbyaproper
educationindeed,sheeaeguest
”afeeinverylos,
houtenquiringthecause,he
youngladyfelltopassionatingcaseshesaid,though
politenesshadpreventedfrolainingtohusbandsrelations
ofhisbehaviour,yettheyall,andfelt
greatnorethanherselfand
aftersoregeneraldisurseonthishead,hioould
notforbearuntenancing,atlast,afterchpreviousprecautionand
enjoinedncealnt,shenicatedto,asaprofound
secretthathusbandkeptastress
”youagineiheardthisneost
insensibilityuponaginationislead
yountethadnotsokeptdoyangertohusband,butthat
hatredroseagainonthisoccasioncanbethereasonofthis
areinablyselfish,thatothers
havingpossessionevenofrather
abonablyvain,andisnotthisthegreatestinjurydooour
vanitythinkyou,sophia”
”idontknoroubled
selfplations;butithinktheladydid
veryillinnicatingtoyousuchasecret”
”andyet,dear,thisnductisnatural,”replieds
fitzpatrick;”and,uchasself,
youtobeso”
”iaorrytohearitisnatural,”retuedsophi”fori
neitherreadingnorexperiehatitisvery
dishonourableandveryillnatured:nay,itissurelyasillbredto
tellahusbandor
oftheirown”
”yhusbandatlastretued;
and,ifiahoroughlyacquaintedyo
noorethanever;butidespisedhiatherless:forcertainly
nothingsochpt,asaninjurydooourpride
orourvanity
”henoedahe
hadlatelyblinghisbehaviourthefirstweek
ofourrriage,that,hadinoaining,he
ght,possibly,haverekindledfondnessforhibut,though
hatredysupt,andyperhapsgetthebetterof
it,love,ibelieve,cannotthetruthis,thepassionofloveis
toorestlesstoreinntented,houtthegratification
reorebeinclinedtolove
houtloving,thanhoutseeingwhena
husband,therefore,ceasestobetheobjectofthispassion,itis
stprobablesootheisay,dear,ifyourhusbandgrows
indifferenttoyouifyouonisaythatis
ifyouhavethepassionofloveinyouludihavebeyself
sobutoneisapt,intheseabstractednsiderations,tolosethe
nrlockesays:inshort,thetruthisin
short,iscarceknoyhusband
retued,andhisbehaviour,atfirst,greatlysurprized;buthe
soonaetoacuntforit
inaoneyof
fortune;and,asheuldrtgagehisoatenodeeper,hewas
noselfhcashforhisextravagance,by
sellingalittleestateofne,y
assistance;andtoobtainthisfavour,otive
ofallthefondnesson
”ptorilyrefusedtoplyitoldhiandi
toldhiruly,that,hadibeenpossessedoftheindiesatour
firstrriage,heghthavendeditall;forithadbeena
nstantxi,thatandisposesofherheart,
sheshouldalherfortune;but,ashehadbeensokind,
longago,torestoretheforrintopossession,iwasresolved
likeainedofthelatter
”idescribetoyouthepassionintohesewords,
andtheresoluteairin:norwill
itroubleyouhthe
aybeistress;andoutit
dide,bellishntshangeranddisdainuld
besto
”fitzpatrickseedalittlethunderstruckore
nfusedthanihadseenhithoughhisideasarealonfused
enough,heavenkno,hooexculpate
hielf;buttookathode
inationheaffeay,for
aughtiknoper:
nay,hesthave
... </P></TD>
oaunt;but,asireceivednoanso
anyofthedisdaiontinue
application”hereshestopt,and,lookingeaestlyatsophia,
said,”thinks,dear,ireadsothinginyoureyesh
reproachesofaneglectinanotherplace,et
hakinderretu””indeed,dearharriet,”answeredsophia,
”yourstoryisanapologyforanyneglect;but,indeed,ifeelthat
ihavebeenguiltyofaressness,houtsogoodanexcuseyet
prayproble,toheartheend”
thus,then,sfitzpatrickresudhearrative:”husband
noookasendjoueytoengland,inuedupwardsof
threenths;duringthegreaterpartofthistiiledalife
akethinktolerable;
forperfeind,like
ne,butthepanyofthoseyouhate
yylittleinfant:not
thatipretendtohavehadforitthatextravaganttendeessofh
ibelieveighthavebeenstances;buti
resolved,ineveryinstance,todischargethedutyofthetenderest
ther;andthiscarepreventedfroeelingtheofthat
heaviestofallthings,canbeatallsaidtolieheavyonour
hands
”ihadspentfulltenostentirelybyself,havingseen
nobodyallthatti,exceptservantsandaveryfeors,when
ayounglady,arelationtohusband,cafrodistantpartof
irelandtovisitshehadstaidoncebeforeayhouse,and
thenigaveherapressinginvitationtoretu;forshewasavery
agreeablean,andhadirovedgoodnaturalpartsbyaproper
educationindeed,sheeaeguest
”afeeinverylos,
houtenquiringthecause,he
youngladyfelltopassionatingcaseshesaid,though
politenesshadpreventedfrolainingtohusbandsrelations
ofhisbehaviour,yettheyall,andfelt
greatnorethanherselfand
aftersoregeneraldisurseonthishead,hioould
notforbearuntenancing,atlast,afterchpreviousprecautionand
enjoinedncealnt,shenicatedto,asaprofound
secretthathusbandkeptastress
”youagineiheardthisneost
insensibilityuponaginationislead
yountethadnotsokeptdoyangertohusband,butthat
hatredroseagainonthisoccasioncanbethereasonofthis
areinablyselfish,thatothers
havingpossessionevenofrather
abonablyvain,andisnotthisthegreatestinjurydooour
vanitythinkyou,sophia”
”idontknoroubled
selfplations;butithinktheladydid
veryillinnicatingtoyousuchasecret”
”andyet,dear,thisnductisnatural,”replieds
fitzpatrick;”and,uchasself,
youtobeso”
”iaorrytohearitisnatural,”retuedsophi”fori
neitherreadingnorexperiehatitisvery
dishonourableandveryillnatured:nay,itissurelyasillbredto
tellahusbandor
oftheirown”
”yhusbandatlastretued;
and,ifiahoroughlyacquaintedyo
noorethanever;butidespisedhiatherless:forcertainly
nothingsochpt,asaninjurydooourpride
orourvanity
”henoedahe
hadlatelyblinghisbehaviourthefirstweek
ofourrriage,that,hadinoaining,he
ght,possibly,haverekindledfondnessforhibut,though
hatredysupt,andyperhapsgetthebetterof
it,love,ibelieve,cannotthetruthis,thepassionofloveis
toorestlesstoreinntented,houtthegratification
reorebeinclinedtolove
houtloving,thanhoutseeingwhena
husband,therefore,ceasestobetheobjectofthispassion,itis
stprobablesootheisay,dear,ifyourhusbandgrows
indifferenttoyouifyouonisaythatis
ifyouhavethepassionofloveinyouludihavebeyself
sobutoneisapt,intheseabstractednsiderations,tolosethe
nrlockesays:inshort,thetruthisin
short,iscarceknoyhusband
retued,andhisbehaviour,atfirst,greatlysurprized;buthe
soonaetoacuntforit
inaoneyof
fortune;and,asheuldrtgagehisoatenodeeper,hewas
noselfhcashforhisextravagance,by
sellingalittleestateofne,y
assistance;andtoobtainthisfavour,otive
ofallthefondnesson
”ptorilyrefusedtoplyitoldhiandi
toldhiruly,that,hadibeenpossessedoftheindiesatour
firstrriage,heghthavendeditall;forithadbeena
nstantxi,thatandisposesofherheart,
sheshouldalherfortune;but,ashehadbeensokind,
longago,torestoretheforrintopossession,iwasresolved
likeainedofthelatter
”idescribetoyouthepassionintohesewords,
andtheresoluteairin:norwill
itroubleyouhthe
aybeistress;andoutit
dide,bellishntshangeranddisdainuld
besto
”fitzpatrickseedalittlethunderstruckore
nfusedthanihadseenhithoughhisideasarealonfused
enough,heavenkno,hooexculpate
hielf;buttookathode
inationheaffeay,for
aughtiknoper:
nay,hesthave
... </P></TD>